change

change is coming and it scares me.

It doesn't matter that I am the facilitator of the change - still scared. I spoke with a friend at coffee today. We must share a brain. He 'gets' me...understands my fear of being discovered, the need to fly just under the radar so you can't be seen, fear of not meeting your self-imposed impossibly high standards. He understands the fear that the responsibility of a bigger pay check will weigh too heavily and impair life outside the cubicle. So we talk and I feel understood and supported and more confident.

Thanks L!