today

Change is swirling all around. Life feels frantic - jumping from one event to another. Dance recitals, picture day, soccer games, swimming lessons, camp (x3)...

New job starts in 2 weeks. I'm feeling happy, excited, anxious, sad and disappointed at the same time. The new position has great possibilities and I always look forward to defining a new role, but I haven't finished my old job yet. I love what I do. It's not in any way glamorous or important but it challenges my brain and keeps me involved in something outside myself. It's funny to see what role work plays in people's lives. For some it defines them. Title, status, respect all necessary - I wonder who they are at home. Balance is my goal. I've made it very clear that my job cannot engulf me. I will work hard. I will excel. And I will leave it at the office when the day is over.

My partner is stressing over work. Hours may change. Responsibilities could shift. What has been for 20 years is no longer the only way. After 20 years, change is very difficult. We'll just have to see where it goes.

New daycare in the fall. I am happy. It's close to school so both kids can play after school as long as they want without me pushing to meet the end of day timelines of a distant daycare.
A few more minutes to breathe in the day.

Kids are signed up for camps. Science and nature for the 'bug girl' - oops - correction - entomologist. Drama/dance camp for the 'princess'. They'll have a ball!