all prayers accepted...

Just got another call from the farm. Grandpa is having a horrible time with the pain - either the pain itself or the fentynal patch he is on is causing hallucinations - he was trying to get the cheese off his body 15 minutes ago. Even at a distance, my family calls me for advise and direction. The weather is bad for driving, and its new years eve, but I may well be on my way out the door again to take him back to the hospital. This time they WILL NOT send him home to the farm in the care of my 88 year old Grandma. We need help and no one else seems to have a loud enough voice as an advocate! My kids are going to have to understand that Mommy will be gone again tonight - we'll have to celebrate a delayed new years...

Any one reads this and is inclined to pray, please add him to your prayer list!